...is it still there?

Is it over? Is the best feeling in the world losing it's sting? Its passion? I just don't know. For the last 5 1/2 months, I have felt like my life is complete, that the missing piece to the puzzle I call my life has finally been fit into place. I have completely fallen inlove with someone so amazing, so wonderful, that I have forgotten what it's like to feel incomplete. Now the fear of feeling that emptiness is returning and I don't want to lose the one person that I love.

We are seperated by miles and kept together by pure faith and love. She has my heart on a string and I have her wrapped around my finger, as we like to say. Ever since we were born, our hearts had an empty room, longing for that space to be filled with the perfect person. After that amazing night when we first met, we began to occupy eachother's heart. Our mind would wonder from what we were doing to think of eachother.

Now with the strength of our love, our hearts grew stronger and infact fused to make one heart. We know that if one of us were to ever leave the other or be seperated from the other, we would surely die. Our hearts are one and can not live with out the other. Losing you, my love, would end me completely.

I talk to you now. For the first time in my life, I have felt that my heart can only long for one person. The urge to be with any girl, the ability to look at a girl and want to flirt with her, and the ability to close my eyes and picture any girl has left me forever. When I close my eyes, I see you and only you. When I think of my present and dream of the future, only you come into view. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you or just want to settle down with you.

I know I'm 20 and I know we are far apart and I know the distance is killing us. But that energy that is flowing through us, that love, is not over! That is the answer to the question! It is not dying and it is not fading away! The fear of feeling empty will never rear its ugly head for there is only one feeling I will ever feel and you will ever feel: Love. I love you with my whole heart and I will never let go. You are my future and my everything. I love you, Giovanna. Forever and ever and a day.